I can only give thanks to God for allowing me to take down my walls and become both brave enough and vulnerable enough to share myself with others. As I shared my successful decisions as well as my epic mistakes, I reminded these girls (and myself) that God does not dwell on our pasts. He simply wants our hearts right now.
Romans 3:23-24 (NLT) For everyone has sinned; we all fall short of God’s glorious standard. Yet God, with undeserved kindness, declares that we are righteous. He did this through Christ Jesus when he freed us from the penalty for our sins.
I try to comprehend that fact daily. It is so hard to wrap my head around it. He loves me no matter what. It is not by my own works that I am saved (thank goodness!) . . . it is only through His sacrifice that I am worth anything!
This song reminds us of God's undeserved grace! Take the time to thank Him for the fact that He does not give us what we deserve, but that He died for us so we could live forever with Him. If our life worth was determined by our own actions, we would be counted as worthless. But with Jesus' ultimate act of love, we can live and know that with God, our lives are worth more.
You Are More by Tenth Avenue North There's a girl in the corner with tear stains on her eyes from the places she's wandered and the shame she can't hide. She says, "How did I get here? I'm not who I once was. And I'm crippled by the fear that I've fallen too far to love." But don't you know who you are? What has been done for you? And don't you know who you are? You are more than the choices that you've made. You are more than the sum of your past mistakes. You are more than the problems you create. You've been remade. Well, she tries to believe it, that she's been given new life. But she can't shake the feeling that it's not true tonight. She knows all the answers and she's rehearsed all the lines. So she'll try to do better, but then she's too weak to try. 'Cause this is not about what you've done, but what's been done for you. This is not about where you've been, but where your brokenness brings you to. This is not about what you feel, but what He felt to forgive you and what He felt to make you new.
"God does not dwell on our pasts. He simply wants our hearts right now."
ReplyDeleteThat's a big one. How much easier might life be is we could stop regretting the past, worrying about the future and just trust God in the eternal now?
Why is it so hard for us to do that? Why is giving Him our trust and control so difficult?
ReplyDeleteWhy indeed? I can only speak for myself, but I have a hunch I'm not alone - He's been showing me lately, over and over and over again, how much He loves me and wants to pour out blessings on me. He's more than worthy of my trust. Yet knowing this, I still trust myself more than Him. Paul nails it in Romans 7:15: I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.
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